Apathetically Speaking...

This is sad Having this attitude is sad It is a saddening thing, indeed I envy- Truly Envy Extremely fucking envy Those who have the urge Those who know that it is crucial To fight this attitude To strike a blow on its face; O Touchdown! I want to feel that feeling That fucking feeling of satisfaction! To finally realize that It is worth it It is important for me To face it; to fight it To kick it hard on its face This attitude It's like a player; extra good in manipulating me Excellent in turning my world upside down O Touchdown!-for it. O Touchdown- for it! Fuck you, Procrastination And the best friend of yours- Laziness! Fuck you! Inspiration: Feeling of frustration

Every moment you look at my face My lips are sealed, I become speechless My eyes are locked at your dazzling blue eyes I feel myself slowly drawing towards you I don't know why my heart beats so fast I can't control it by myself I want you to pull off your charm from me 'Cause I hate to bear the agony He is the wall between us He is the one who makes your heart melt I envy him, my life becomes so empty There's nothing now that I'm able to reach Though you love him, I'll be still loving you Though your heart's with him, my heart is with you I know I'm no match with the guy you're in love with I'm the kind of guy that would cry for you I'm the kind of guy that would shed your tears Baby I love you I'll be waiting for you Bye bye never say goodbye I will not be able to bear the pain Seeing you leave away from me Would break my shattered heart Stay there Be happy with him,my dear Please don't go girl Be happ...

Right now, I'm in love with the main character from the Fallen series - Daniel Grigori . As for those who have no idea of who he is, here's a clue: Yes, he was an angel .  Who had been kicked out from the Heaven. And he's now known as a  Fallen Angel . And with him, there are a bunch of Fallen Angels who are also as beautiful as he is but not every one is on the same side as he is.  No worries, I won't reveal any spoiler because I also hate those people who give out spoilers by masking their wicked intention by using these 12 words, which I hate the most:    -" SPOILER ALERTS " * Deadly stare * I tell ya ! * Deadly stare * Okay, enough of that blabbering of mine. *blush* Now, I'm going to present some of his quotes from the series.  ( They're not mine, by the way ).  And just so you know, he's the hottest fictional guy EVER.  Well, after Jace and Will  and other guys characters in The Mortal Ins...

Hey thereee ...What's up? *Totally random* I'm trying to sleep but my eyes refuse to let me close them. Yes, I am sleepy like hell but I just can't sleep. So, I've decided that I'll type anything that will come into my mind randomly. Right now, I feel like having a boyfriend. Haha, yeah I know. Weird isn't it? I always dislike the couple stuffs whatsoever because I dislike the idea of indulging oneself in a hopelessly endless romance before tying the knot. In other words, this stuff is so cheesy. Call me a conventionalist but that's my stand and I shall uphold it. *Lord of the Rings' mood* Speaking of LoTR, HBO was running a marathon of that trilogy last night and unfortunately for me, I got to watch only the third movie of the outstanding trilogy. I mean, COME ON, the special effects are totally out of this world. I'd even thought the movies have way more awesomeness than Avatar (I'm talking about those blue aliens ) in terms of its ...

It's the fifth installment of such a great series by Cassandra Clare. Those who know me would've known my obsession for this series. I'd give 5/5 for this book because it's just THAT amazing. *awesomeness overload* The characters in the series have becoming more matured, emotionally and physically it made me proud like a Mommy who has watched her children went through the evil phase of adulthood and turn up to be well-refined human beings, in all aspects of life. *tears of joy and relief* Love and salvation . Those matters are the subjects of discussion in this book and Miss Cassandra Clare has once again proved to us that she's capable in writing such an astounding and captivating book which made me hold my breath every time I turned to the next page. I even cried reading this book. Okay , I cried reading all the books in this series, boo-hoo me. Now , I'm going to list down some of the quotes from the book and hopefully,you can see why I love th...

This Taiwanese drama is currently one of my favourite dramas of all times. At first, I was a bit skeptical about it due to its cheesy title "Hi My Sweetheart" but after finished watching the first episode, I was totally captivated by the chemistry displayed by the main actors. Show Luo plays the character of Lin Da Lung/ Hsueh Tai. Rainie Yang plays the character of Chen Bao Zhu. And together, they look so dorky-cutey! *fangirling* Honestly, I've fallen head over heels for this drama. Its simple theme about first love is simply bittersweet as ever yet melancholic and heart-breaking.  Well, first love which doesn't end up well supposedly gives us such bittersweet feelings.  I'm on episode 10 so far and I cried like a baby while watching that particular episode. *TT__TT* Therefore, I recommend those who love Taiwanese dramas to watch this awesome drama! You won't regret it, I tell ya! P/S: The OSTs of this drama ...

Bismillah. I want to be in love. I want to have that feeling, not just a mere crush, but deeply in love. I'd read in 9gag that according to the researchers, if we have a crush on someone more than 4 months, it means that we're falling in love with that special someone. It Started With A Kiss. Why did I type the title of a Taiwanese drama? Because I just think that the title is so symbolical for people like me.  People who have never involved in a special relationship. And let me tell you, I secretly yearn for it. Yes, my yearning is like a scarlet letter. Once sealed, my heart might be in jeopardy. *Okay, that was just... nonsensical* \ typical me / Currently, I'm quite actively busying myself with Twitter. I'm not addicted to it, yet.  I don't think I'll be addicted to it though. *Heeh* I've followed a lot of people/organizations/magazines and etc. so my Timeline is filled with so many tweets, like, abundance of them. *me so...