Apathetically Speaking...

Yeay! I've landed myself my first official job as a Purchasing Executive at Air Asia X. Such jolly occasion should be celebrated with *drum rolls* sleeping all day this Sunday. Okay, goodnight. Oh, yeah, happy birthday to you. Yes, YOU. May Allah bless you and your beloved ones always.

Should I go for my heart or my brain? Should I listen to the beating of the drum or engross myself in sensibility? Should I "ache and torn apart" or "stay still and soullessly complete"? So many shoulds what even