Blabbering

It's 1 o'clock in the morning here in Malaysia. I don't know why, feel like typing anything out of randomness. 

Pardon me if you stumble upon any grammatical error as I am not a perfect human being and still studying my butt off in English for Profesional Communication. 

What shall I type in? Something random maybe?

Taken from: http://stackoverflow.com/questions/1450847/why-garbage-value-cannot-act-as-random-number

I had a series of weird-creepy dreams the other night. I couldn't remember exactly all but I still remember vaguely the last two dreams before I woke up- my heart beating crazily. 

I'm too lazy to type in the particulars but one thing I'd like to share is how I felt when I woke up from my restless sleep. 

I felt like those dreams acted as a reminder to myself- that I should stop running away, especially from that person. I still can remember how panicked and suffocated I felt, being recognized by that person in the last dream. *shiver* 

And it made me ask myself again- am I really over that person?

*sighhhh~ 

God I hate these feelings that I'm experiencing at the moment. Those feelings of insecurity and indecisiveness- they have been haunting me since -forever.

Okay, now I feel sleepy enough to get myself to sleep. I know this post carries out-of-the-blue atmosphere and a bit hanging, but I really do not care. I'm a bad blogger, yeah yeah I know~ 

P/S: Always recite your prayer before you go to sleep. You might end up having nightmares or weird dreams like me if you fail to do so. 

*Lesson learned, Dila. Lesson. Learned.*